It just occurred to me, in about 15 days, I'm gonna start my 4th year as a medical student and yes, I'm going to be a medical clerk! From everything I've heard, it's gonna be physically and mentally and even emotionally demanding. I have this feeling that I'm not yet prepared. Or maybe I am, it's just that I don't want it to happen yet. Because once clerkship starts, it's already the start of the unending cycle of sleepless nights that a medical student would go through just to have a career as a doctor. This is where it starts.
I know that no matter how I try and pray, time's never gonna stop. I can't prevent this from taking place. I have no control over it. It's just that I feel like I have a lot of things to do still, a lot of things to accomplish before the "beginning" of a new chapter for me. Oh well... I guess no one can really escape reality. What the heck.
Xoxo
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